Well this morning i was banned from an artists gallery i had been following for a while, because i made the mistake of making a legitimate statement to someone so deeply, sexually repressed, he denied any and all responsibility for his own fictional creation. The artist will remain completely anonymous in my story, as its not my intention to shame him.
It all started yesterday when this particular user posted a message containing the following: "I don't like images of women getting hurt, eaten, or abused in any way, shape, or form. To me, it's distasteful and, in a way, it reveals a repressed hostility towards women I don't share".
Now this character is one of those OC's who use to also be a character in a roleplaying game, by the sounds of it a character who has been in a lot of different roleplaying games: Now this isn't unusual for a player to get obsessive about a particular character, especailly a female sex doll character & the male creator who created her.
But when i pointed out that his art work & writing about this particular character who we shall call Venus revolves around her complete lack of social agency, her hyper active libido & her sexual misadventures including multiple rapings, i was told; "I used Joanna as a damsel in distress, and also as an exercise in understanding how people judge people purely on looks."
At which point i had to point out that anything that happens tou your fictional character only happens because you as the author wants them to. You create the character, you invent the scenario, you control the characters reaction: No matter what happens, nothing happens without you as the veritable god of your little literary universe want it too. So if something bad happens to venus, its because you wanted that bad thing to happen to her... So if Venus for example is constantly tricked, drugged & raped into sex then those things are happening because you made a consious or sub-consious choice to have them happen.
To which he answered
"Your suggestion that I endorse something because I write about it is like saying Stephen King is a closet masochist because of the things that happens to his characters in the horror stories he writes. Like Stephen, I don't sugar coat things that are likely to happen if someone like Joanna existed. Often the people she encounters are evil. Evil men do evil things. Hence, the horrible things that happens to her."
Hmmmmmmmm, Me thinks the lady doth protest to much... Excepth the lady happens to be a man & his sex doll character. I also had to point out at this point that its called a sexual fantasy & not a sexual reality for a reason: Unfortunately i think my words were falling onto deaf ears of someone so sexually repressed that just the idea that male sexuality is not deviational may have been to much for him to grasp.
But lets talk about the character for a second. Venus is this perfect sex doll: She has long flowing blonde hair, hug tits, a perfect body & oh an aura of pure beauty that turns people who look at her into rapists... I'd like to say i made that up, but i really didn't. She literally has a magic beauty aura that turns the majority of men who see her into ravaging sexual deviants who want to rape her... An the small minority it doesn't so afflict are turned into her white knight protectors, one can only assume to protect her sexual cashe' until Venus wants to sleep with them.
An sleep with them she does: this character has that porn problem that one look at a penis drains all her will power & she herself becomes a raging nymphomaniac. So its honestly suprising she gets raped as often as she does.
This is a character this writer has not only dedicated years to playing & writing about, but has also dedicated at least two websites to. Yet refuses to admit that Venus is in fact his own sexual fantasy & that these sexual things keep on happening to her because he thinks that they should.
At which point he decided to block me & hide our discussion becuase it was starting to make him look foolish.
Now don't get me wrong, i've done the sex doll character in an RPG to a degree, in fact she exists here on dA, [link] The character was called April O'Connor & she was literally made for sex. She's a character from a transhumanism game who lost her normal body & decided to be sleeved in the most expensive body she could afford & the best she could afford was a pleasure pod, made specifically for great sex... An then the character became an arse kicking Ego Hunter, who never was tricked into, drugged into or raped into sex: Probably because thats not my personal sexual kink.
The character in question then went on to do the metroid thing hid the fact she was female in a bitching power suit, with a voice synth & seperate IP address, so she could literally pretend to be someone else (something she did a lot with her expertise in kinesics & abilities as a master liar).
An thats the difference between a character who is someones walking sex fantasy & a character who is just a character. My characters abilities revolve around being compotent, self aware & possessing agency. His characters ability revolves around being pretty, having a prettyness aura, having sexual misadventures where she is tricked into having sex (due to lacking any sort of self awareness or agency) & generally being a really great fuck.
But honestly, i'm just kind of annoyed that he blocked me & hid the comments. I'm more annoyed that even when it was clear to both of us that he had created his own personal sexual fantasy, he refused to even consider the idea... Because that would be deviaitonal.... right? Talk about being repressed.


